the worst mood and day ever, -.-

firstly, i don't even know the reasons kenapa aku rasa nak mengamuk, nangis and sakitkan hati orang. still wondering, maybe sebab result yang akan keluar soon on 8th december 2010 or maybe sebab nak balik kampus yang sangat jauh sana nun kat sarawak sana. :(( erghh cuti pun tinggal sebulan je lagi. sekejap sangat lahh cuti, bagi lahh dua ke tiga bulan terus. heishh berat nyer hati nak balik kampus. tanak balik bole tak ? ^^ heaven habis aku kalau dapat tukar kampus kat seri iskandar tuu. every week very sure aku balik dengan tanpa rasa segan dan silu ke rumah. tapi malang skali, tak dapat tukar kampus, so terpaksa tempuh lagi 5 sem kat sana. homaigod lama lagi tuu. huu T.T rasa macam lagi lima tahun baru nak habis belajar kalau macam tuu. Ya Allah, bagi lah hamba-Mu ini kekuatan untuk menghadapi dugaan-Mu. Amin (:

taylor swift-speak now ♥

I am not the kind of girl

Who should be rudely barging in

On a white veil occasion

But you are not the kind of boy

Who should be marrying the wrong girl

I sneak in and see your friends

And her snotty little family

All dressed in pastel

And she is yelling at a bridesmaid

Somewhere back inside a room

Wearing a gown shaped like a pastry

This is surely not

What you thought it would be

I lose myself in a daydream

Where I stand and say:

Don't say yes, run away now

I'll meet you when you're out

Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow

You need to hear me out

And they said "speak now"

Fun gestures are exchanged

And the organ starts to play

A song that sounds like a death march

And I am hiding in the curtains

It seems I was uninvited

By your lovely bride-to-be

She floats down the aisle

Like a pageant queen

But I know you wish it was me

You wish it was me, don't you?

Don't say yes, run away now

I'll meet you when you're out

Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow

You need to hear me out

And they said "speak now"

Don't say yes, run away now

I'll meet you when you're out

Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow

Your time is running out

And they said, "speak now"

Ooh, la, oh

Ooh, ooh

I hear the preacher say

"Speak now or forever hold your peace"

There's a silence, there's my last chance

I stand up with shaking hands, all eyes on me

Horrified looks from

Everyone in the room

But I'm only looking at you

I am not the kind of girl

Who should be rudely barging in

On a white veil occasion

But you are not the kind of boy

Who should be marrying the wrong girl

So don't say yes, run away now

I'll meet you when you're out

Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow

You need to hear me out

And they said, "speak now"

And you say

Let's run away now

I'll meet you when

I'm out of my tux at the back door

Baby, I didn't say my vows

So glad you were around when they said

"Speak now"

*ohh GOD, i fall in love with this song and keep replay it again and again. ♥

My Guardian Angel, :)

nurkhalidahsyamimi, zatie, mira, muna tasnim. :) the best buddies that i ever had in uitm, start kawan since start kelas akaun which is the subject that i hated the most. =.= deorang lahh sahabat yang setiap kali tolong leeya bila susah ke senang ke. kepala otak deorang kadang-kadang tak bole pakai jugak. merepek jee lebih. kalau nak gelak guling-guling macam shinchan duduk lahh dengan budak-budak nie. comfirm pecah perut. -.- sampai nak muntah hijau terus sebab gelak banyak sangat. habis ilmu aku t'keluar semua. eishh rindu gila arnab dekat deorang. can't wait to meet them on this 1st january 2011. leeya satu flight dengan mimi pukul 3.25 petang. thehe :) next sem leeya satu bilik dengan mimi, hoyehh comfirm DEKAN kalau duduk satu bilik dengan si garr nie. (garr stand for garang) sebab budak nie keje nak mengamuk jeh. muka ketat. haha serious habis kalau tengok muka dia. muna pulak next sem satu bilik dengan zati. sebelah bilik leeya dengan mimi. hee saje pilih bilik dekat-dekat so that kalau nak pegi mana-mana bole pegi together-gether even pegi kelas pun. semua satu course macam nie lahh jadi kan. nak pegi kelas pun sama-sama. rindu nak makan sama-sama dengan deorang setiap kali habis kelas kiteorang mesti kumpul kat cafe lunch sama-sama tak pun dinner. tapi time exam lahh yang paling leeya rindu, time tuu lahh leeya start rapat dengan zati and tass nie. leeya menapak bilik deorang sepanjang exam. tak tidur sampai pagi konon study lahh. tapi lain pulak benda yang d'buat. tas suka main game dalam lappy leeya nie then kalau dia dah bosan main game dia ajak lahh leeya tengok movie lah hape lahh. macam-macam keje macik tuu. ade jee kepala otak dia tuu, and rindu nak tidur s'katil,s'selimut, s'bantal dengan zatii. hee even baru sem satu, tapi banyak jugak kenangan dengan si gila 4 orang nie. hopefully sampai sem enam lahh kitaorang together-gether. ohh aku sayang dekat anak-anak kambing nie. love, leeya.

study again and again, -.-"

yeah, setelah sekian lama mendiamkan diri sampai lupa password blog nie kan. haaa berapa tahun dah aku tak login. rindu nak merepek marhaban di sini. hee so sementara mata nie gedik much tanak lelap lagi, update lahh menatang nie. lagipun tinggal berapaa hari jeh lagi bole tidur lambat kan, lepas nie dah continue study jangan harap lahh nak tidur lambat lagi. boringg -.- next week jumaat dah terbang ke awan dania pegi sarawak. wahh excited, seramm, takut. dah campur aduk macam resipi spaghetti bolognese dah nie. thehe macam sedap pulak kan. tapi yang pasti sedih tuu on top of the list. sebab kena cerai sekejap dari family terchenta. sobss sobss :"( daftar uitm sarawak on 26 june nie. 2 days after my birthday. demmm huh -.-" why why kenapaaaa kau campak aku jauh jauh. nak campak pun dalam semenanjung sudah lahh. over much pulak sampai ke sana haihh dugaan okayy. tapi but thank to Allah sebab dapat jugak capai impian nak masuk universiti. dulu angan angan jeh time kanak kanak ribena dulu kan, thehe tak kisah lahh jauh ke tak. yang penting aku tak payah continue on form 6. ohh tidak! baju sekolah, bangun awal pagi, cuci kasut, iron baju. haha goodbye lahh. cikgu pun bising suruh bayar yuran sekolah. haha isnin nie jumpa cikgu bagi surat tawaran terus, bukan yuran dah. yeahh! very sure cikgu bengang punya sebab blahh macam tuu je kan. haha tak sabar nak jumpa nadzirah fadzil and the gang. rindu kat mereka mereka tuu okay. :) sekarang nie tengah fikir macam mana life kat sana nanti. makan ape semua aku tak tau. takut kot kot t'telan ulat bagai tuu. warghh tamoh -.-" harap harap lahh tak jadi macam tuu. aduh seriously tak ready lagi nak continue study nie. lagi lagi kat curuk pelusuk sana tuu. Ya Allah bagi lah kekuatan ke atas hamba-Mu ini untuk hadapi cubaan-Mu ini. Amin. :) kawan-kawan doakan leeya selamat kat sana. lots of love !

kampus uitm kota samarahan sarawak ! here i come babehh. :)